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Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Darkness

It's really hard to keep from slipping into the abyss some days. The dark cloud blows in without warning sometimes and permeates every fiber of my soul. Like an ink so thick and black that nothing can be seen through it... just dark, empty, weighty, stifling...

How do I keep myself from drowning, from suffocating? How do I drag my tired and broken heart out of the pit of dispair?

Even as I write this I think "stop being so damn dramatic!" You don't have it bad at all! So you don't get this ONE thing... so what?! Look at all that you DO have you idiot! And I do! So many things to be thankful for. Blessed in so many ways. So why does it ALWAYS come back to this? I don't know how to let this go!

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